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Rage Wave

February 2, 2010

Well, today, two days short of five months since George died, I hit a new bottom.
Not sure why it happened today exactly, but suddenly, sadly, I felt anger rise up and overtake pain. It is unbelievable to me that the world just keeps moving along at its usual pace. People live their lives and I [...]

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Life Lessons

January 29, 2010

When you go through a tragedy, there’s a steep learning curve. Like life goes on, even after the worst thing imaginable has happened. A person disappears and everyone gets up the next day and goes to work, or whatever and you do, too, even if its your husband who died. When you think about it, [...]

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The Voice in My Head…

January 6, 2010

We’re moving forward with the house. Yesterday I got some drawings of the proposed plan from the architect. I am asking for a couple of changes to it, but its starting to move in the right direction.
Our new house will face the pasture where George played as a child, and the mountains. It has peaks [...]

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My Decade, Plus a Year

December 23, 2009

It’s 3 am Tuesday night and I’m up again after falling asleep at 9pm and dragging up to bed confused and cross-eyed. Woke up thinking about the future and slid into thinking about the past… So I thought I’d walk through it and see if I can put it into perspective. This is an enervating [...]

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Numb Dee Dum Dum

December 21, 2009

Here comes Santa Claus… yes, he’s coming right down Santa Claus Lane. And i’m considering heading him off at the pass, because I’m not sure I’m up for the merriment that he generally brings along with him. I’ve been experiencing a strange phenomenon this Christmas week. I’m awake. I’m breathing. I’m even laughing and chatting. [...]

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