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Milestones

March 8, 2010

Well, we made it through Lily’s 8th birthday, but just barely.
Actually, she seemed okay most of the day, but I was really hurting. It was the six month anniversary of George’s death and seemed like a milestone to me in lots of ways. He’s gone, that’s for sure. No matter how well I know that [...]

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Without Reservation

February 15, 2010

“I blame the plane,” Lily said, all of a sudden a few days ago. She’s been struggling with the why and the who of George’s death (and who hasn’t?) She doesn’t want it to be any one person’s fault, so the plane is the perfect culprit.
I know how she feels.
Its difficult not to obsess on [...]

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Rage Wave

February 2, 2010

Well, today, two days short of five months since George died, I hit a new bottom.
Not sure why it happened today exactly, but suddenly, sadly, I felt anger rise up and overtake pain. It is unbelievable to me that the world just keeps moving along at its usual pace. People live their lives and I [...]

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Somebody to Love

January 16, 2010

When George was alive there were lots and lots of times I felt lonely or depressed. Loving someone and being loved back doesn’t save you from hard times, though I guess I used to dream it would. I’ve always had a tendency to be melancholy, can be a bit of a hermit, been told I [...]

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Can I Get A Witness?

December 2, 2009

Up all night and thinking about all that I’ve lost. How can you judge the value of a person? George was the one person I’ve ever known who knew all about me, everything I’ve done and wanted to do, and still admired and liked me. Now that one person, the one person who cared for [...]

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