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Rage Wave

February 2, 2010

Well, today, two days short of five months since George died, I hit a new bottom.
Not sure why it happened today exactly, but suddenly, sadly, I felt anger rise up and overtake pain. It is unbelievable to me that the world just keeps moving along at its usual pace. People live their lives and I [...]

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Poor Sugarbelle

January 22, 2010

The situation in Haiti is making the situation at my house even worse. Everyone is so depressed by what is happening there we can hardly see straight. I’ve been dealing with it primarily by avoiding the television coverage and just reading about it on the computer. Sara and I are gathering up things from the house to [...]

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Somebody to Love

January 16, 2010

When George was alive there were lots and lots of times I felt lonely or depressed. Loving someone and being loved back doesn’t save you from hard times, though I guess I used to dream it would. I’ve always had a tendency to be melancholy, can be a bit of a hermit, been told I [...]

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Comfort and Joy

December 26, 2009

We got through Christmas…
We really did very well. We opened presents and had a good time. We deviated from tradition in a couple of ways, but no one seemed to mind. Sara worked tirelessly, opening almost all of Lily’s presents (I hate the way they package things these days. You need a saw and bolt [...]

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Confession…

December 10, 2009

Today, three months and ten days after George’s accident, is the first day we have been able to get Lily smoothly off to school. I got up early (5:30), so that helped. The first day I haven’t been sick with exhaustion in the morning.
I think Lily appreciated it. I made cinnamon rolls, her favorite. So [...]

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